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Lastly for ppl i havent greet them for Chinese New Year...ill just greet u guys here!!

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Some random post again....everything im doing is so ironic!!..i know to my parents n to others i have never been a good son...but i know tat ill never let ne1 hurt my family in anyway...n the funny thing is im the 1 tats hurting them the most...aii...i just wish they can stop caring as much...cuz i know how it feels to care to much n end up getting disappointed later on...aii.....i talk to them for along time last nite..i guess they really cant take how i have changed n how im always out everyday n never home for dinner....they wanna understand wut i have been up....so i told them abt my ideas n wut i kinda wanna do n they totally support me...which i already have known b4 telling them...but i guess just telling them wut i plan..they now feel better but TO ME somehow i still feel myself soo out of place aii....so fan....WHY?!when i have things planed out shouldnt i b happy n look forward to it?!! why the hell do i continue to feel like this... arrggg...i dont know...when will THIS feeling go away?!..argggg...i guess probably most of u dont understand wut im thinking rite now cuz i dont even know wuts going on w/ me...aii....but i think i really need to get outta vancouver for a while...just b away...n just i dont know...just like GO AWAY....ahhhh...aii...feeling like going to LA...ne1 wanna go?!....

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hmmmm really bored again.....so here i am posting up new entry......so yesterday n the day b4 my time was occupied nicely so at least i didnt feel too alone i think..i dont know..well mayb a certain pt i felt down again but ya well try not to think....neways clubbing for me still feels the same...had "2 shots" haha(inside joke)  n a few beers n just pretty much sits there n talk to ppl haha...but ya  highlight in the club....willy wearing skirt n dance...but i cant really c him cuz it was crowded w/ ppl around the stage...ooo...n saw a few old frdz which was great.....then left @ 1 n headed off to joes house....n soon enuf ppl started to show up....i think this was the most ppl we ever had at a house party....it was great..esp. the MJ part...to me i find it funny to play MJ wen ppl r drunk..n highlight of the game..me n denise team up n kick all ur ass hahaha...then after MJ i dont rmb wut exactly happen...i think some of us went outside w/ leon to do "something" hahah...n then i kinda dont rmb wut i was doing after...just rmb slowly every1 ended up in the computer room n chill....but ya it was alrite cuz got my brain to go wild as in relax for 1 day....aiii ever since final ended my brain did not get enuf rest...its like working non stop 24 hrs....so i guess i kinda needed tat....!!

btwn... sorry for makin a mess joe...!!! hope i didnt throw up any blood on the floor..but i think i didnt cuz i rmb i manage to make it to the toilet n tat the whole toilet was red....hahaha....pretty weird...dont understand wut my body's doing lately...!!....ya so next morning ...wake up had a lil hang over but didnt have headache so tats good....n notice theres only like willy, aya, jenny, denise, me left at joes.....n dont rmb wut time others left....but ya...basically the next day....had lunch w/ jenny, denise, joe, me..then went to richmond to sing n then not much happen.....just drop denise n jenny home afterwards...n i got home @ 8 n kinda celebrate my dad's bday......aiii.....dont know wut to say...i try to b happy but i guess didnt do a good job...!!to me i think this yr is probably the worst bday my dad had...well despite last yr..which i was the only 1 celebrated w/ him..but ya long story....but at least he was happier last yr....n i guess this yr is bcuz of my confusion n moodiness tats affecting every1 around me...aiii....

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aii....talking to Angela the other day....talked alot.....aii....university n college life is really screwing us up badly.....when we all use to have so much passion for wut we wanna do in the future b4 going into university but once we r in university everything is different...its stressing alot of us out...a lot of us have lost our focus lost wut we decided b4 going into each faculty....b4 we know it...some of the same age group have already graduated n for the lost groups they continue to switch everything around to try n fit the things they wanna do....but how long can we keep swtiching around?!....how many chances do we really get in our life?!.....when u know its such a great opportunity ahead of u but ur just scare of getting close to it cuz u feel its handed to u too easily n b4 u really wanna work for it.. there goes another thing tat passes us by...ai...every1 knows the pharse "we wont cherish it until we really loses it" but WHY is it so hard to learn this pharse...we dont care too much abt the person/situation until it is really really too late to turn bak...n even if we search for something else again....then tat person/situation probably doesnt fit wut we wanted....n so the same sensory just continue on n on...aii...i dont know mayb its just me tats feeling it n cant stable myself....to me when i c others have some sorts of goal n things they wanna approach...then when i c myself...i thot i had something but actually i have nothing at all...just c a really empty person...!!